Tuesday, September 29, 2009


This weeks question is:

What Do You Wish To Share?

Well I guess I am going to share the truth as to why I haven't blogged all summer.

Let's start out with limited internet access. T-rexie is not what she used to be and when she is working sometimes I still could not get a connection, which still to this day is sooooo frustrating. I have been promised a a wired connection by Christmas. I may crawl or possibly fall through the attic myself if necessary to get this accomplished. There were times I did get on the computer. Usually late at night or in the wee hours of the morning. I admit it. I was on facebook. It just so happens that after numerous invites I finally sucked it up and signed on. My high school reunion was this year and afterward everyone else was chatting so I figured why not? I'm stuck in the middle of foreclosure city and I am bored silly. One can only read so many books. Which I did. About 30, at last count. And then there is the big TRUTH. I got a pair of double D's. Now don't excited. I am not talking about my breasts. Even though I wouldn't mind a new bra and a pair of those inserts that look kind of like rubber chicken cutlets to enhance what I once had and lost. No, I am talking about Double Depression. The economy had me down and so did the grips of grief. I am missing my sister and dad like crazy. Currently I am trying to get myself back on track in all aspects of my life, including blogging. I have decided to take baby steps and to just be in the moment. Whatever that might BE. I have missed my soul tribe and hope that you can understand.

20 comments:

Holly said...

I do understand totally! And, you were missed but I'm glad you're beginning to be found again.

As Lissa so wishes, I lovingly and with intention wish for her also.

Welcome back!

Sunfire said...

As Lissa wishes for herself, I am already believing it to be true!

Jennifer Schildknecht said...

I truly understand and empathize!
As Lissa wishes for herself, so I wish for her also, with all my heart!

Jennifer

Genie Sea said...

Sweetie! Welcome back! I can totally relate to what you're saying :) Your soul tribe missed you too, but we're here for you. :)

As Lissa wishes for herself, so I wholeheartedly wish for her also! :)

Tess said...

These swings up and down and distractions, I completely understand.

As Lissa wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

The Fragrant Muse said...

Sharing your pain is the first step to healing it. Good for you!

As Lissa wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Lucy Ladham-Dyment said...

Sharing is the beginning. As Lissa wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Bohemian Single Mom said...

I understand completely...just glad to have you back!
As Lissa wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Karen D said...

As Lissa wishes for herself so I wish for her also. Glad to see you dipping your toe back in!

Sarah said...

As Lissa wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.
Oh so glad you shared!! So glad you are back - baby steps are always good!! It sounds like things have been rough hon!! Breathe!!
Namaste, Sarah

Jules said...

As Lissa wishes for herself, I wish for her too

Tabitha@ichoosebliss said...

Welcome Back!
As Lissa wishes for herself, so I joyfully wish for her also!

Becky said...

As Lissa wishes for herself, I too wish for her. Hugs :)

Dreamwriter said...

As Lissa so wishes, I lovingly and with intention wish for her also.

Ya know it is funny, because for me is the opposite! I am trying so hard to stay away more!

Diva Kreszl said...

Sending prayers and positive energy your way sweetie! As Lissa wishes for herself so I lovingly wish for her also!

sema said...

As Lissa wishes for herself, so I wish for her also

Linnea said...

I didn't know you before; I just discovered the "soul tribe," as you call it, over the summer. That said, I completely understand why you'd retreat; it sounds as if you had a lot to deal with. As Lissa wishes for herself, so I wish for her also, but I would like to add a wish of my own: that Lissa receive the support she needs to walk a difficult road, one step at a time.

City Girl said...

As Lissa wishes for herself, so I wish for her also. I am so sorry about the depression - it is so hard being there, as you write and as I have been. I wish you all the best.

Ellecubed said...

As Lissa wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Pamela Sweet said...

So happy to have you back, Lissa! I'm sorry to hear about what you've been going through but glad that you are now sharing it with us. You are much loved.

As Lissa wishes for herself, so do I wish for her also.